The Path through Addiction of an Addict (ePub)

She felt for a very long time that she had a problem. Not only did she not see it, but so did everybody else around her. She managed to fight the biggest fight that she could, which was her addiction. She felt that she was strong, but not the strongest. She always knew she had it in her, but it didn't seem that she could conquer it. She caused a lot of pain and a lot of distress on herself and also on others. She's been alone for so long, or at least she felt it. She can only have a dream for the perfect life, why the dream that she could visualize. She can put so much on her shoulders that the baggage she builds up was irreversible. She didn't see in herself that she could do it, but she knew that she had the strength to do it. She was a strong independent person when she knew that she had to do something about it and what there was to do about it was to fight with the strength that she had in the power and the will and the forgiveness. She always seemed to put a lot on herself, but not only was it herself; it was all those around her too. She wasn't so mindful of what she was doing to put herself through or what she did to put herself through, which was a strong addictive personality. She was attracted to the bad but was also attracted to the good. She knew what was right, but she didn't know what was wrong. She can only cause so much chaos until she stopped doing the chaos and started realizing, but she did realize what, so the question was the question that she had an addictive personality, how was she an addict, where it was addictive, tired of being an unreliable friend, sister, girlfriend, daughter, or even an acquaintance. She wasn't so approachable because she was always speaking her mind or stole or cheated from her loved ones or even random people. She had everything but didn't see that it was her own fault-no one to blame, no one to put the blame on but take responsibility.