I´m a slut (ePub)

For more than 6 months now I have been driving this way regularly. To this apartment. To this man. That strange man. My name is Gina. But names are unimportant in this story.

I am now 26 years old, have long, blond hair that almost reaches my buttocks in light natural waves. I have blue-green eyes, I am 1.70 m tall at 63 kg, my breasts measure 75 C - not huge, but firm with a nice shape and a crisp bottom. If I had to say what I find hottest about myself, it would certainly be my butt.

Not to be cocky, but I know I look fucking hot. Most men would call me a tasty canapé. I could always choose the men and I enjoyed and took advantage of that. I never needed to be chosen. It was always me who decided which man was allowed in my life and in my bed.

I have completed my training as a hairstylist and beautician. A great husband, attractive, intelligent, a good conversationalist and listener. In bed he is a tender lover. When having sex with a man, I don't really like to let myself go and give myself completely. It may sound silly for other women, but it makes me uncomfortable to let myself go in front of a man to have an orgasm.

This may be due to the fact that I have always been absolutely emancipated for family reasons and have controlled my life alone in every phase. Having sex with a man to have an orgasm, to be completely at his mercy at that moment, I could never do anything with that. I've never been able to handle that.

I'm also good at holding back, I learned early on how to control my own orgasm. Since most men come to the shooting anyway rather fast, especially with me, that is also honestly not really difficult. Of course I love sex. It just feels awesome when a man licks me well and then pushes me his hard beating in the honey pussy. But it's actually enough for me if he has his orgasm.

I prefer to get my own orgasms myself. When I spoil myself with my hand or play with my toys. Since my husband goes on business trips very often, there is more than enough time for that. And anyway, I don't like male domination games in bed either.

By this I mean, for example, that I don't swallow his sperm when I blowjob, which I really like, by the way, and I don't like it when I get splashed. Of course I know most guys like it, but then they're in the wrong place.

Maybe I'm a control freak, some might even say bitchy, but I can't change that. My previous lovers has not bothered this any further, they were already happy if they were just allowed to fuck me in my tight pussy and got a blow job.