Listen to th Sqawking Chicken
When Mother Knows Best, What's a Daughter To Do? A Memoir (Sort Of)
(Sprache: Englisch)
Eauline Lu shares the story of her mother's life and the way she was brought up - she's the voice behind the wildly popular and successful blog, LaineyGossip.com'
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Eauline Lu shares the story of her mother's life and the way she was brought up - she's the voice behind the wildly popular and successful blog, LaineyGossip.com'
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This excerpt is from an advance uncorrected proof. Copyright © 2014 by Elaine Lui
INTRODUCTION
"You look like dried monkey flakes."
That's what my ma, the Chinese Squawking Chicken, tells me when she thinks I look like shit on television. Monkeys are skinny. A poorly moisturized monkey is not only skinny but brittle. No one wants to look like dried monkey flakes. Most people think I'm exaggerating at first when I talk about the Squawking Chicken. But once they actually do spend some time with her, they understand. They get it. Right away. She's Chinese, she squawks like a chicken, she is totally nuts, and I am totally dependent on her. If she says I look like dried monkey flakes, even if everyone else thinks I'm camera-ready, I believe that I look like dried monkey flakes.
This is how it's been for me my whole life: every thought has been shaped by the Squawking Chicken; every opinion I have is informed by the Squawking Chicken; everything I do is in consultation withthe Squawking Chicken. I navigate my life according to the subliminal map she's purposefully programmed into my head so that I can't tell the difference anymore whether it's my own choice, or her choice. And that was probably her objective all along.
The Squawking Chicken has engineered my entire life, completely intentionally. She has always known who I was meant to be; I am who she's always wanted me to be. And she has spent my entire life pushing me in that direction, taking credit for it along the way. If I am happy and successful it's because she guided me there. If I am unhappy and unable to meet challenges, it's because I didn't listen. Teng means "to listen" or "to hear" in Chinese. The expression for "obedience" in Chinese combines teng with the word for "speak," which is wah . Teng wah literally means "listen to what I say." I have been listening to the Squawking Chicken for forty years.
Is it self-fulfilling prophecy that I did indeed fail, and sometimes
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disastrously, on the occasions when I disregarded her instruction? One night she told me, after I'd come home from college and finished all my exams, that I was too tired to go out to see my friends, that my friends would still be there tomorrow when I'd had a good night's sleep, and, most ominously, that I would regret not staying home. Half an hour later as I was backing the car out of the garage, I realized too late that I'd forgotten to close the rear door. It caught onto the wall while I was reversing and, as I hit the gas, the entire door came off. I didn't listen to the Squawking Chicken and the Squawking Chicken was right.
"You are controlled by your mother," a colleague told me recently. It was said with a mixture of fascination and pity, mostly pity. Indeed, some who have observed our interactions do shake their heads, feeling sorry for me that I've been held hostage, emotionally and mentally, by a mother living vicariously through her daughter. They're not wrong about the control,but they are definitely wrong about living vicariously. The Squawking Chicken has her own story, and I'm just a part of it.
I decided to write this book during Ma's recovery from a long and potentially fatal illness. At first, I wanted to give her something to look forward to, something to get better for. But in telling her story, I realized that I was actually doing it for me¾which is what always happens when I think I'm doing something for her. It turns out I'm the one who's benefiting. In this case, it's to convince myself that even if the squawking stops, I will always be able to hear it.
"You are controlled by your mother," a colleague told me recently. It was said with a mixture of fascination and pity, mostly pity. Indeed, some who have observed our interactions do shake their heads, feeling sorry for me that I've been held hostage, emotionally and mentally, by a mother living vicariously through her daughter. They're not wrong about the control,but they are definitely wrong about living vicariously. The Squawking Chicken has her own story, and I'm just a part of it.
I decided to write this book during Ma's recovery from a long and potentially fatal illness. At first, I wanted to give her something to look forward to, something to get better for. But in telling her story, I realized that I was actually doing it for me¾which is what always happens when I think I'm doing something for her. It turns out I'm the one who's benefiting. In this case, it's to convince myself that even if the squawking stops, I will always be able to hear it.
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- Autor: Elaine Lui
- Altersempfehlung: 12 - 15 Jahre
- 2014, 288 Seiten, Kartoniert (TB), Englisch
- Verlag: Amy Einhorn Books
- ISBN-10: 0399171991
- ISBN-13: 9780399171994
Sprache:
Englisch
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