This Is All I Got
A New Mother's Search for Home, Nominiert: PEN/Jean Stein Book Award, 2021
(Sprache: Englisch)
A NEW YORK TIMES NOTABLE BOOK From an award-winning journalist, a poignant and gripping immersion in the life of a young, homeless single mother amid her quest to find stability and shelter in the richest city in America
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A NEW YORK TIMES NOTABLE BOOK From an award-winning journalist, a poignant and gripping immersion in the life of a young, homeless single mother amid her quest to find stability and shelter in the richest city in AmericaLONGLISTED FOR THE PEN/JEAN STEIN BOOK AWARD Riveting . . . a remarkable feat of reporting. The New York Times
Camila is twenty-two years old and a new mother. She has no family to rely on, no partner, and no home. Despite her intelligence and determination, the odds are firmly stacked against her. In this extraordinary work of literary reportage, Lauren Sandler chronicles a year in Camila s life from the birth of her son to his first birthday as she navigates the labyrinth of poverty and homelessness in New York City. In her attempts to secure a safe place to raise her son and find a measure of freedom in her life, Camila copes with dashed dreams, failed relationships, the desolation of abandonment, and miles of red tape with grit, humor, and uncanny resilience.
Every day, more than forty-five million Americans attempt to survive below the poverty line. Every night, nearly sixty thousand people sleep in New York City-run shelters, 40 percent of them children. In This Is All I Got, Sandler brings this deeply personal issue to life, vividly depicting one woman's hope and despair and her steadfast determination to change her life despite the myriad setbacks she encounters.
This Is All I Got is a rare feat of reporting and a dramatic story of survival. Sandler s candid and revealing account also exposes the murky boundaries between a journalist and her subject when it becomes impossible to remain a dispassionate observer. She has written a powerful and unforgettable indictment of a system that is often indifferent to the needs of those it serves, and that sometimes seems designed to fail.
Praise for This Is All I Got
A rich, sociologically valuable work that s more gripping, and more
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devastating, than fiction. Booklist
Vivid, heartbreaking. . . . Readers will be moved by this harrowing and impassioned call for change. Publishers Weekly
A closely observed chronicle . . . Sandler displays her journalistic talent by unerringly presenting this dire situation. . . . An impressive blend of dispassionate reporting, pungent condemnation of public welfare, and gritty humanity.
Kirkus Reviews
Vivid, heartbreaking. . . . Readers will be moved by this harrowing and impassioned call for change. Publishers Weekly
A closely observed chronicle . . . Sandler displays her journalistic talent by unerringly presenting this dire situation. . . . An impressive blend of dispassionate reporting, pungent condemnation of public welfare, and gritty humanity.
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At six o clock in the morning, alone in her twin bed, Camila began active labor. Breathing the way she d learned on YouTube, she made a path to the bathroom. At least she had a private one here. Camila pushed aside the polyester shower curtain, a riot of ruffles and butterflies mismatched with the industrial green tiles. She turned on the tap. As the water rushed into the low tub, she found a playlist of spa music to soothe her through her contractions and pulled up the app she d downloaded to time them.
She tapped out a text message to Kevin. Good morning. I think today is the day.
It was June 5.
Camila called the doula who had volunteered to coach her through labor. She didn t answer. Another contraction came, quicker than the last. She climbed into the tub, her long body lean but for the protrusion of her midsection. She closed her eyes and brushed her tight curls from her forehead. She lay there, listening to the new-age plucking of a harp, focusing on her breathing, tracking her contractions, calling the doula again and again.
Then the phone rang. She was jubilant to see Kevin s name on her screen. It was unusual for him to call; he usually texted. He said he needed to get some money and then he d fly down from Buffalo tomorrow. The bus was much cheaper, but it was a ten-hour trip. Maybe he had some more money coming his way he was getting signed to the Canadian Football League, or at least that s what he d told her. He was graduating the following week. Camila was supposed to graduate the following week, too, but that s not how it had worked out.
She hung up and sank deeper into the bath, breathing as she d practiced. The next contraction rocked her with its intensity. She splashed water on her neck and over her chest to try to calm herself down. Her breasts, usually so small, were engorged, ready. She tried to meditate the pain away. Camila had become interested in organic foods, homeopathy, natural childbirth all
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hallmarks of Park Slope, the Brooklyn neighborhood she d moved to a month before, when she was admitted to the shelter. She d studied up on the data supporting breastfeeding, watched spiritual midwifery videos online, and toured a birthing center alone only to learn her pregnancy was too far advanced by then for her to deliver there.
It was eight o clock already. She realized she d been in the tub for two hours, the water long cooled. The other women would be up now maybe not the pregnant ones, but the ones with babies. Rose, who ran the shelter, would soon be unlocking her office downstairs. On the sidewalk outside, the bums as Camila called them were lined up for breakfast at the soup kitchen. She thought about how no one in the building knew she was in labor.
Camila wasn t bothered that nobody would be accompanying her to the hospital, aside from her doula. Kevin would be there to meet the baby the next day; that was enough. Her mother, Geraldine, never had one of her four babies fathers beside her. Camila s father certainly wasn t there when she was born. Motherhood was something that most women got into alone, at least most of the mothers she knew.
Suddenly she was ravenous. She pulled on her ratty terry-cloth bathrobe, wrapped her hair in a towel, and waddled to the kitchenette. Even at full term, her posture was rigidly erect, as though she was braced for oncoming conflict. While she waited for water to boil for oatmeal, she double-checked to make sure everything was ready. Her bag was packed for the hospital. The donated car seat stood beside it. Between her next two contractions, she sent Kevin airport information and the address of the hospital. Another contraction. The pain was escalating quickly.
She called her doctor, who told her to go straight to
It was eight o clock already. She realized she d been in the tub for two hours, the water long cooled. The other women would be up now maybe not the pregnant ones, but the ones with babies. Rose, who ran the shelter, would soon be unlocking her office downstairs. On the sidewalk outside, the bums as Camila called them were lined up for breakfast at the soup kitchen. She thought about how no one in the building knew she was in labor.
Camila wasn t bothered that nobody would be accompanying her to the hospital, aside from her doula. Kevin would be there to meet the baby the next day; that was enough. Her mother, Geraldine, never had one of her four babies fathers beside her. Camila s father certainly wasn t there when she was born. Motherhood was something that most women got into alone, at least most of the mothers she knew.
Suddenly she was ravenous. She pulled on her ratty terry-cloth bathrobe, wrapped her hair in a towel, and waddled to the kitchenette. Even at full term, her posture was rigidly erect, as though she was braced for oncoming conflict. While she waited for water to boil for oatmeal, she double-checked to make sure everything was ready. Her bag was packed for the hospital. The donated car seat stood beside it. Between her next two contractions, she sent Kevin airport information and the address of the hospital. Another contraction. The pain was escalating quickly.
She called her doctor, who told her to go straight to
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Autoren-Porträt von Lauren Sandler
Lauren Sandler is an award-winning journalist. She is the bestselling author of One and Only: The Freedom of Having an Only Child, and the Joy of Being One and Righteous: Dispatches from the Evangelical Youth Movement. Her essays and features have appeared in dozens of publications, including Time, The New York Times, Slate, The Atlantic, The Nation, The New Republic, The Guardian, and New York. Sandler has led the OpEd Project's Public Voices Fellowships at Yale, Columbia, and Dartmouth and has taught in the graduate journalism program at New York University, where she has also been a visiting scholar. Recently, she has been a Poynter Fellow at Yale and a Calderwood Fellow at MacDowell. She lives in Brooklyn.
Bibliographische Angaben
- Autor: Lauren Sandler
- 2021, 352 Seiten, Maße: 13,1 x 20,2 cm, Kartoniert (TB), Englisch
- Verlag: Random House Trade Paperbacks
- ISBN-10: 039958997X
- ISBN-13: 9780399589973
- Erscheinungsdatum: 17.07.2021
Sprache:
Englisch
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Too few journalists put the time in to allow the working poor and homeless to be heard, speaking clearly about their pitfalls and occasional triumphs, in their own words. Sandler has achieved this with skill. Barbara Ehrenreich, author of Nickel and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By in AmericaA remarkable feat of reporting . . . Sandler s such a keen observer, her writing so clear-eyed. . . . This Is All I Got is a testament to the bigness of the small story, to the power of intimate narratives to speak to something much larger. The New York Times
Meticulously crafted and brilliantly reported, Lauren Sandler s This Is All I Got exposes the Kafkaesque cruelties of America s disintegrating social safety net. It is a gut punch of a narrative, an electrifying summons to policy action, and an instant classic. Dan-el Padilla Peralta, associate professor of classics, Princeton, and author of Undocumented: A Dominican Boy s Odyssey from a Homeless Shelter to the Ivy League
This Is All I Got is an absorbing portrayal of a resourceful, driven, brilliant young woman down and out in the richest country in the world. Sandler has written a book that reads like a novel, which only makes her indictment of dwindling affordability and the public assistance bureaucracy all the more penetrating. Ayad Akhtar, Pulitzer Prize winning author of Disgraced
A timely and empathetic act of journalism, brimming with moral conundra and posing an urgent and implicit question: How could we do better for this mother? How could we do better for this child? Ted Conover, director of NYU s Arthur L. Carter Journalism Institute and author of Newjack: Guarding Sing Sing
This is also a book you cannot put down: Lauren Sandler s remarkable, intimate reporting and her lyrical, specific prose shine.
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Alissa Quart, author of Squeezed: Why Our Families Can t Afford America
A stunning portrait of homelessness in America, and an unforgettable account of one mother s quest to find shelter in the contemporary city, This is All I Got is an urgent, myth-shattering book about what happens when we refuse to deal with urban poverty. Read it, share it, don t let the story disappear. Eric Klinenberg, Helen Gould Shepard Professor in Social Science at NYU and author of Palaces for the People
[An] engaging and moving new book . . . Sandler deftly includes context, history and clearheaded explanations of the public welfare system and its dysfunctions in her detailed account of Camila s life. . . . The system, ostensibly there to help Camila, who became a ward of the state at age fifteen, almost becomes a character in the book. . . . Ultimately, the story of her first year of motherhood is heartbreaking, inspiring and infuriating, all at once. Erica Pearson, Minneapolis StarTribune
A stunning portrait of homelessness in America, and an unforgettable account of one mother s quest to find shelter in the contemporary city, This is All I Got is an urgent, myth-shattering book about what happens when we refuse to deal with urban poverty. Read it, share it, don t let the story disappear. Eric Klinenberg, Helen Gould Shepard Professor in Social Science at NYU and author of Palaces for the People
[An] engaging and moving new book . . . Sandler deftly includes context, history and clearheaded explanations of the public welfare system and its dysfunctions in her detailed account of Camila s life. . . . The system, ostensibly there to help Camila, who became a ward of the state at age fifteen, almost becomes a character in the book. . . . Ultimately, the story of her first year of motherhood is heartbreaking, inspiring and infuriating, all at once. Erica Pearson, Minneapolis StarTribune
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