Adrian's Perception (ePub)

Today I awoke Like any other day Today was thefi rst and my last day Today is the day that I take my lifeToday is the day that I take this one last walk I have all thestuff And I will even carry the pain But this isnt no ordinarywalk You see this walk defi nes me It will let you see all ofmy You will know my naked truth Today in this last walkYou will see all I was once a happy child with smiles andcheer I had the mother the father and the sisters to shareWith family and friends that followed near I had an auntthe loved me o so dear But later that year the tears began tofall And my tears begun to follow so close in the air Rightfoot left foot Just as easy I lost my dad to the streets that heloved so dear Later she said I love you so dear And she diedthe aunt that loved me o so dear. With less that 15 steps Iwould take near I would almost loose my mother 3 timesthat year With father no where in sight my sister step in sodear Th e walk isnt over with more to come 20 more stepsand she molested me 5 more and I never trusted no more since then 10 more steps I takeAnd I see me with 10 more suicide attempts Failure came with no success So my heartbecame depressed With comfort in food and my world Where I found little boy blue Asthe steps continue my life fl ashes by All that haunts me and where I said goodbye With6 more steps I take I found friends but I also found hate Hate from others and yes thatincludes family and friends With one step that adds seven now I hate myself once morenow 18 steps more I take and I end up a t a street light Red means stop but with me itmeans rage With not much more to go now With a fl ame that use to burn bright with afellow And yes he was my knight But thought from my head with unexplained truth Andthe taste for the world Took me 9 step further away When it ended with 25 steps of onenight stands And a gift to carry with my souls that is now save But at a cost of familyfriends and a love life that is no more 5 more steps now and the rode is almost there.With the last few tears follow the steps One more step and I stand here With all mysecrets exposed And a body that bares it all with the marks and there no end Today I tookmy last walk And step by step I told my life And I wonder why I am still alive And whyhe hasnt taken my life or why he wont let me take my own Oddly, he speaks to me andsays youre not done With every step you took was an obstacle and when I pushed Youpushed back Dont give up now when youre almost done I know your story now theworld does to Now show them what you can do You beaten the odds over and over againNow this year its is the end you fi ght once more And my blessed child you shall winToday I awoke with and end insight and now I see I must begin again But this time withhappiness insight at the end