Phantom Limb (ePub)

Every now and then, readers find themselves fortunate enough to come across a writer whose work fits their lifestyle and belief systems so well that the relationship between writer and reader seems familial. Though geographically estranged, perhaps, it's as if both author and reader hail from the same town, studied under the same teacher, and spent the long, warm evenings of summer hanging feet off the dock, side by side. Reading the work is like reconnecting with an old friend. Only pages in, there's a comfort level with the diction and style, a familiarity with words even though the reader finds them surprising, delightful. So it is with Theresa Kishkan and Phantom Limb (Thistledown Press, 2007), a collection of 15 short essays that span Kishkan's British Columbia while also venturing afield to places like Utah and Ireland. Like Alison Hawthorne Deming and Scott Russell Sanders, Kishkan writes from a core of earth-based wisdom—a common sense that speaks to community, conservation, and compassion. She is a liberal essayist in the base and best definitions of the word: "free from prejudice or bigotry; tolerant" and "given freely or abundantly; generous" and "not strict or rigorous; free; not literal." I am drawn to people with an environmental and community ethic, who believe in family and realize that family takes many forms, and who value free thought and the right to express thoughts in eloquent and sometimes daring, even painful ways. Kishkan is this type of person, I am sure, because the essays collected in Phantom Limb are full of the experiences, wonderfully told, of a woman discovering herself and her place among environments and cultures that cannot help but define her.In "Autumn Coho in Haskins Creek"—the first essay—for example, she writes, "Although our lives change, loved ones die—several good friends, a neighbor, and even one of the dogs who watched the fish with us last year died in the spring, her body now buried under old cedars in our woods—we need the constancy of place to anchor ourselves like a small boat in wild waters." In addition to penning insights that are universal but far from preachy, Kishkan also fills the essays with lovely language, painting the landscape without drenching, providing the light of hope on the horizon. "Autumn Coho in Haskins Creeks" provides the first of plenty of examples, my favorite near the end, where she describes coho salmon in winter: "There is a radiance in their color and shape, purpose in their movements; this culmination of a journey from as far away as the north Pacific to this small waterway, is proof that home—its scent and texture—has a place in deep memory." Memory plays another role too, in this collection and for this author, for I had the opportunity to read three of these essays—"An Autobiography of Stars," "month of wild berries picking," and "Well"—before they were published; and then after, too, for they originally appeared in Terrain.org. Disclosure isn't necessary, nor is any conclusion that exposure to Kishkan before receiving the book makes me like it better. It undoubtedly made me eager to read the book, since I enjoyed those three essays immensely from the get-go. Yet whether by reading an essay here or there or by settling into the book, following essay after beautiful essay until the 168-page book is complete, the outcome is the same: a sense of wonder and honest questioning and discovery, superbly written. I set out to list the essays I liked the most, but it differs little from the table of contents. One, however, remains with me well after finishing the book, and that is "Coltsfoot," an essay that braids coltsfoot, a plant blooming on...