The A.M. Hours (ePub)

INTRODUCTIONWELCOME TO THE THOUGHTS OF MY EARLY MORNINGS. I WROTE THISBOOK TO EXPRESS TO THE WORLD THAT EVEN IN THE MIND OF STRONGWILLED, STUBBORN, TEMPERAMENTAL, ..........AND EVERY THING ELSETHAT SEEMS NEGATIVE, TYPE OF PERSON, THERE IS ALWAYS A SOFT,LOVING, TENDER, EMOTIONAL SIDE, TO EVEN THE TOUGHEST HUMANBEING.THIS IS A VERY PERSONAL SIDE OF ME, WHICH ISN'T SHOWN TOMANY PEOPLE, DUE TO, I HATE BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF FOR MYGOOD SIDE, AND I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I LIKE TO BE THOUGHT OF ASTHE HARD, ROCK THAT NO ONE CAN HURT, NO MATTER WHAT! I REALLYDON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT ME, OR IF THEY EVENLIKE MY WAY OF BEING. I'D PREFER TO HAVE PEOPLE DISLIKE ME FORNOT UNDERSTANDING ME, RATHER THAN PEOPLE PRETENDING TO LIKEMY CALLOUS ATTITUDE, WHEN I FEEL DEFENSIVE, TOWARDS SARCASTIC,ARROGANT, SINGLE MINDED, UN-FOCUSED PEOPLE.I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT AS EXPRESSIVE ASMOST PEOPLE. I TEND TO BACK AWAY FROM LOVE AND PAIN, IN MOSTSITUATIONS, BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONÕT NEED LOVE ASANYONE ELSE WOULD, OR THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE, AT ALL. ISIMPLY LIKE TO KEEP MY FEELINGS TO MYSELF, AND EVALUATE WHOM IFEEL IS WORTH MY TIME, AND LOVE. TOO MANY PEOPLE WANT SO MUCHFROM OTHERS AND DON'T REALLY FEEL THEY NEED TO SACRIFICE ASMUCH AS SOMEONE ELSE, FOR WHATEVER REASONS. I 'D LIKE TOBELIEVE THAT I DO AND HAVE SACRIFICED AS MUCH AS ANYONE ELSE,IF AND ONLY WHEN I FEEL IT IS WORTH IT. NOT EVERYONE IS WORTHWHAT I HAVE TO OFFER. SO IF YOU FEEL YOU CAN RELATE TO THISFEELING, I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY EARLY MORNING THOUGHTS. SHHHHH!THIS IS BETWEEN YOU AND I! ENJOY!