They Promised Heaven but Led Me to Hell (ePub)

The catholic church stole babies in New Zealand as well as worldwide. I am one of those babies. I was forced from my mother's arms, after she gave birth to me, it took St. Vincent De. Paul, two and a half month to get me away from my mother. This happened in a catholic nursing home for unwed mothers, in Wellington New Zealand.
Most of the babies and children, in the catholic church orphanages in New Zealand, were born illegitimate, my mother was RAPED at 15year old, so I was a project of the RAPED. Born to be a slave for the catholic church, NOT by my mother, but, by the catholic church herself.
The catholic church had marked us all with her cross of shame, which we still carry today. There is no hiding from our sins of our past, they are forever on our mind, to annoy us at no given reason, or time, just waiting to spring at us, when all is peaceful within and then, WHAM! it takes over us once more. Will there ever be a day, when we find peace within. What I mean, is that, the little peace we do feel, will it ever, last our life time, we have left to live?
GOD! WHY, why did You let Your little children suffer so much?
Are we not Your children, or did You let it all happen, to test our Faith. We all did every thing we could for You, even being near to death, so many times, and waking up in bed, not knowing how we got there, but then we saw the blood on our bodies and the pain, oh my God the pain we suffered for You, with our blood, while they called out Your name, with each stroke of the whip, which went through our wee bodies and then we knew why. We have being beating and thrashed within an inch of our lives and we still had enough breath inside of us, to pull through. To become strong and get just well enough to be beating and whipped again and again each and every day and night, a life of hell on earth.
It is time to say No More and for the catholic church who had committed and covered up these horrendous crimes against children! to be made accountable and go to court.
My mother was a child when she had me, she was raped. The nuns lied to me about my mother, they told me that she was dead and that I was an orphan. I did not have a childhood, I lived all my childhood and teenage years up to 24years in fear of the nuns, priest and all other people around me. The nuns kept telling me that it was for my own good, so as I don't turn out to be like my mother. They did not tell me what wrong she had done.
I was not a bad child. I was a very shy and quiet girl. I have lived all my life, asking myself. WHY? How could they do this to me. If the only wrong that my mother did, was to give birth to me. Then I must have been the worse person to have ever being born. Jesus said. "Let any man who is without sin, cast the first stone." The nuns told me that we are all born with sin, until we are Baptized. So therefore no one has the right to cast that first stone.