Life Is Tough (ePub)

There is not much to tell about my childhood as I was brought up in an abusive environment. All I can say is, I grew up with anxiety from quite young age and, at the age of seventeen, started suffering from severe depression.

Then fourteen years of bad marriage aggravated my depression, and when my son was five, he was diagnosed with Duchanne muscular dystrophy, another blow of trauma.

Then my marriage broke when my son Talha Muhammad was fourteen and my daughter Zanub Rehman was twelve.

I remarried, and that broke after two years too.

My depression was continuous, and my silence also kept growing. I attended a centre for my depression for about ten years. Few heartaches in between now proudly being a single mum.

My daughter moved with me last year. My kids adored me, and I'm grateful to Allah for that.

When my second marriage broke, I had a lot of whys. I lost my kids to my depression even though I loved them very much and also another marriage failure. I started looking for answers. And eventually I did find them.

What were the answers? They are all in this book alongside the pain and the intensity of it too.

I started helping other clients at the centre, and it was so comforting that people were being happier around me. The more knowledge I got about Allah, the more peaceful I started getting. Love and forgiveness started replacing anger. My kids were living with their dad and stepmom, and there were lots of problems with the new lady.

Then my dearest baby died unexpectedly after staying in coma for a week just few weeks ago. It was a shock, but I stayed with my baby thorough out his stay till his last journey. I made up for all the missed time because I was only allowed to see him on Saturdays and he always missed me dreadfully. My next book is mostly about my experience in hospital and my son.

This book is all about love, passion, friendship, forgiveness, and gratitude towards Allah. When you have everything good in your plate and

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